I hadn’t realized how much I missed you
Until I’d seen you for the first time
I want you in my body
I need you in my mind
Some talking; some bullshitting
Doubt floods my mind
What I as I thinking
A flirt/ a flatterer
You do this all the time
I’ll make this easy
Somehow I know how to say what will hurt the most
Caustic words my only weapon
Voicing fears from deep in your mind
What a horrible power we share
Once you’ve gone my body starts to live
I hadn’t realize that I’d died
Blood that had stopped
Now flows sharply in my veins
Breath that was shallow
Now floods my chest
Needles piercing my every cell
I wonder if that was best
Watching those taillights
It’s over now
Once again I’ve failed